Sigh. Deep sigh.
Amalia died at her own hand. She hung herself with an electrical cord in her apartment. Her mother found her after receiving a call from a concerned friend. She left a note of apology and love to her mother. The trauma for her mother...I cannot grasp. So unlike her to do this.
Amalia was positive person, all smiles, it is a family trait, a way of life. Everyone is stunned. An old friend messaged me that she recently saw her and she was SO HAPPY, she wrote it in caps.
Amalia's real grandmother came by this morning and we collapsed in each other's arms. Same with her great Auntie. They tried figuring out why and couldn't, as Amalia was such a thoughtful and kind person. This is so out of character for her.
We don't know why and can only guess at this time.
I needed to get this off of my chest, relieve the heaviness. And to let be known, what the consequences of one's actions do.
I pray for the best for Amalia and may all the gods bless her.
